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Name: Kristine
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Corpus Christi
Birthday: 7/15/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: pho.. boba.. conversations.. movie impressions.. writing.. expression.. skyflakes crackers.. greek mythology.. basketball.. soccer.. volleyball.. softball.. MUSIC.. dancin'.. piercings.. tattoos.. art.. poetry.. randomness.. lyricists.. puttin' things together.. solving l0ve problems :P.. makin' people laugh.. YOU.. YOUR MOM.. n YOUR MOM'S MOM
Expertise: twurkulatin' ;) .. master of chopsticks.. i play a mean kazoo.. i do what i do.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  ohh so special k
Member Since:
3/4/2005
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| the effects of you have me feenin' ..
verbally i can't seem to find the words..
but written i can do.. and so i'll write.. about you.
from day one there's been an attraction..
gravitational, magnetic, absolute satisfaction..
guaranteed to fill the emptiest of glasses..
and its not half empty, but really half full..
i'm optimistic that this simplistic feeling will bloom..
you caught my eye, and my attention is spent..
on you, seconds, turn to minutes, into hours of the day..
morning, afternoon, evening, late nights..
and i still think, there aren't enough given hours to share..
sleep is the last option cause dreams have nothing on this reality..
and when i drift into slumber..
my mind starts to wander..
where are you? and where am i?..
cause you can't deny that we should be face to face..
like saving face, and our knees can both be weak..
but i won't let you hit the floor..
i'm wanting more, cause i can't get enough..
conversations never dry, even when silence takes over..
there's something soothing about your breathing that makes me move closer..
to the phone. to you. and its something i can control but i don't..
what's the use?
so don't hold back, and let's give in..
at first i thought of you as just a friend..
we could be the best and we can be close..
but close in heart and more than best is what i'm aiming for..
your smile is what i picture ..
your laugh is what i hear..
the thought of your kiss makes me quiver..
i'm wanting your body near..
w/ the softest of touch.. to soothe the aches and pains
remains of past, gone.. present, right here and now.. future, unknown
but question is, do you see yourself with me?
cause eventually,
the question will arise..
and i'll look into your eyes and say.. | | |
| this bitch is in need of an update.. i'll make sure to post one next time..
yeahhhhhhhhhhh..
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| there's just a lot going on in my life right now..
i don't know whether i'm going up or down..
the only way i know is living day to day..
but at times i feel lost, dazed w. nothing left to say..
i've been tryin' to prioritize
but i'm beginning to f*ck'n realize
that everything is hitting me
i'm failing at this constantly
thoughts, words, feelings, rhymes
its the only form of expressin my mind
but even then its not all clear
cause what i don't know is what i fear
the fear of the unknown
the fear of what's at risk
the things that should be #1 are at the bottom of my list
i'm laggin'. i'm slack'n. i'm falling so behind
and top to it all off my heart is clouded by my mind
its not a battle that can be won
because this conflict has only just begun
i want to be able to give someone my all
i just don't think i'm ready to take the fall
my life, my world, is not an open book
there's a mystery to me that can't be answered by a look
i'm simple and yet complex w/ many twists n turns
i've built up all these walls through experiences i've learned
i went from being strong to weak
and then from weak to strong
at times i feel as if i'm lost and there's nowhere i belong
i form words to try and capture what is deep inside
but verbally, it's hard for me, to express the feelings i hide
i don't know what i want right now
cause honestly, i'm questioning myself
i've got my fears and i've got my doubts
i'm still on my way to figuring out
but for now i just don't know how to deal
so all i can do is keep it real
i'm not looking for love or waiting to be found
i'm not praying for the day when someone comes around
(and sweeps me off my feet )
and those three little words are said
i've got other things that need to be ahead
i'm hoping things will click
that everything will fall in line
i know i can commit to things
but all i need is time
time for myself to figure out what's missing
missing from my day to day routine
cause i'm lackin' in the "things that are unpredictable" type scene
i know that i'm not ready for matters of the heart
maybe later on down the line, i'll have a "brand new start"
i want to be fair to myself and whoever crosses my path
cause if i start something with someone i want it to last
what's the point in short-term when you want it all
so when the time comes, then yeah i'll take the fall
... gotta go to volleyball practice, so 'til the next episode, this blog will be continued
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